Im happy

im happy that Mr.C has been soo nice to me this night..

At least we chat more than an hour which makes me happy :)

He send me photos which makes me more happy atleast i can see him wherever I am :)

I wish from God above and hope that Mr.C wont change cuz i love the way he is :) 

(God is powerful.. Amen)

Good night baby ko..

i dont understand this

Mr.C sent me message at 1:53pm and that is the last message that i received from him.
and now its 8:41 Pm and still he's not online and he's local number is out of reach (i dont know why)but his international number is ok..

Im worried cuz he's not replying on my TxT nor my call.. is he ignoring me?
that means i mean nothing to him?

I dont know what to think anymore...im confuse but it is really hurt to think that he's ignoring me despite of worrying to much..does he even know that im worrying right now?

that really hurt :( HURT! HURT! HURT!     
HURT! HURT! HURT!HURT! HURT! HURT!HURT! HURT! HURT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSPxwX8TwEo

Baby ko

Doing The Things That Makes Me Like Crazy..

Filling The Toilet Mirror With Paper (different color and shape)with Written “Love Quotes on it ..Like GOOD MORNING My.C_ _ _ _”

I Know It’s Sound Crazy (For Me To Do That) ..But I Just Want To Make Him Feel That He Is Special For Me And That I Am Serious ‘bout My feelings for Him..And That Dating Online And Dating In Real Life Could Me More Fun (hope Sincere)Possible The Same (At Least 99% ? Ehehehhe).

What I Felt About Him On Dating Online (Chat) Is Still The Same In Real Dating… I Mean What I Have Said And Im True To My Words.. (That  My Heart Need Him).

Make Him Feel That He’s Not Alone Through Letter On The Toilet Mirror Again :)

He’s Always On My Mind (Yeah Its True) Even Thou Im Busy :)

So I Made Him Feel That Im Still With Him Thou Im Far..

But All Of This?...You Know What Makes It Hurt Right Now?..To Live Faraway From Him..To Think That You Cannot Hold Him When You Want To..To Kiss Him When You Wish To :( And To Feel His Embrace When You L♥Ve  To…(That’s Really Ouch! Ouch!)…

Another Crazy Thing That I Made Is ….I Write A Goodbye Letter On The Toilet Mirror Again (Using My Red Lipstick) ehehhehe

Crazy naughty thing made by aira for a special guy named Mr.C

  

sad day (love fever)

leaving you in one place alone makes my heart soo sad..
I felt so alone if you are not around ...we use to sleep together and eat meals together nor teasing  each other.
if you only knew how much i want to hold you and kiss you right now :(

You are there and i am here (ouch!) it is really hurt to think that i cannot hold you anymore and that i cannot touch you and even hug you soooo tight :(    ----> (feel you warm embrace)
i want to sleep next to you..i want to lay in bed next to you..
and its you -----> the first thing that i want to see every time i open my eyes in the morning..

Your face is everywhere.. you are stuck in my heart and in my mind..how can i concentrate on my work if you are always in my mind??. (oh men)

am "I" falling inlove again? (as in AGAIN)

sweet moment

Being With Someone You Really Like (or Love?)Is Soo Perfect And Feels Like You Don’t Want The Time To Pass By..

Dating Online And Dating In Real Life Are Not 100% the same? But 95% Fine (Ok)..

But I love how it feels :)

what is this?

Sitting in my  room..

lying in my  bed while the music is ON and  I think of you.
I think of you today.And I was thinking of you last night…
I opened my browser and go to your page,and  I think of you.
and there I see your pictures, wearing simple smile

(such a cute simple smile and yet its still makes my heart melt)…! I think I love you because I think of you.. (always)

My heart keeps on beating fast every time I think of you and see your pics, bit! And bit like BoOm! BooM! when I think of you and I think I love you.  :(
I hate to insist or think that other giRLs might do the same, staring at your pictures thinking of you (hope you do the same). I hate it because i think I love you. :(

i think i love you

How to tell  your friend that… you are inL♥ve with him?

Its hard... Isn’t ?

HEs the guy here..so he is the one who suppose to say “I love you “ first before me..

Im trying to control my feelings as I can..but sometimes my feeling for him is flowing like a water…

Sometimes I get so jealous and feel bad…(thinking that he’s talking with other girl)

I don’t want to do the first move..as far as I know I still have my pride..

We can be friends as long as we want and only time can tell where our relationship will lead us.

If we are ment to be..GOD will make a way for both of us..

As of now..i will let him chat and talk to other girls..i don’t have the right to stop him anyway..We are just friends. I don’t want to control him nor oblige him.

Im just gonna sit here and wait till its my turn in his heart..

FRIENDS! FRIENDS! No right to get jelous..as he have said  to me..we are just friends and no right to get jealous  ..

I think I love you! But for you..we are just FRIENDS!

FRIENDS! FRIENDS! FRIENDS! FRIENDS!

That is the painful about it..i’ll just gonna sit here and watch you with other girls ;(