Cold Christmas :(

This is one of the saddest Christmas Day in my life..The spirit of Christmas is only great when you can feel the spirit of it..but maybe because of many incident now a days.

(WHATS IMPORTANT IS THAT OUR FAMILY IS COMPLETE)

And anyway another LONELY (alone) Christmas in my life 

Im still single and my heart is still in pain cuz of Mr.C ( I hope he’s fine where ever he is).

This month I always go to the church and ask FATHER IN HEAVEN “hope not to be alone nor feel alone next Christmas (December 2012).

And yes !...my birth day too 

This might be my 4rth birth day alone and feeling soo SAD and still feeling empty…

And soon? Valentines day again (alone again) oh men!

Life is soo unfair and God’s love is soo unfair 

I don’t wanna get old alone..

If there is one wish on my Birthday? “I wish to meet that guy” (did I met him? or he’s still looking for me?) ehehe

I was planning to stroll the whole City and send/give Many Coins to all the beggars that on the street.

(If I will spend that special days alone..)

I know that the happiest Christmas is to be with your family nor to be with your “love one” but I don’t have them right now..but seeing someone’s smile after giving them gift, coins (whom you don’t know) on this  Special holidays can still make you happy.. atleast that means a lot to them.. You are maybe not happy but you made someone happy J